*LOST#

im lost
im scared
LOVE
true love is hidden behind one of three doors.
BUT each door have the same features ,
the same color ,
same texture ,
same purpose ;
but different keys to unlock them.
the wrong choice is what's making it so hard.
which on to open . .
in the past i opened ONE ;
problem is
im not sure if i closed it all the way . .
for a moment the first one was opening up more than the second.
BUT it suddenly began to close slowly BUT surely.
the second door i opened up most
but now it has two locks&somebody has the top lock
while im stuck at the bottom. . .
i have a hard time closing and locking this door
because something keeps opening kit up.
my key gets jammed sometimes. . .
THE third door im kind of hesitant to open right now
(its in the process)
now i see with every visit
im knocking harder on each door&when its answered
im not there. . .
no one even acknowledge that im
leaving. .
damaged. .
bruised. .
SCARED. .
and ugly for the next key holder
if i dont choose or make the wrong decision
the love is LOST
and without love i too become. .

*LOST*