new perspective.

in the past days ibeen throuqh hellas. its just thinqs aint the same nomore. im fallinq out of love &nd im startinq to realize its for the better. he always do this .. he qet mad over somethinq real stupid, make me feel quilty, &nd iapoloqize. but not this time. im not qunna be the one runninq back to him. like always .. &nd me feelinq like ibeinq played by this one niqqa just aint riqht. imean its just somethinq about him tht made me stay wth him .. kinda had tht effect no niqqa ever had on me before - iused to be sprunq, iadmit it. but last niqht .. the convo just aint seem like he had love for me anymore &nd im not qunna be the one thts still inlove wth this one person who dnt even feel the same for me .. imovinq on, im tired of beinq hurt; im tired of cryinq. &nd if he really loved me he wouldnt be puttinq me throuqh this. he wouldnt be stressinq me out. &nd like my mma said " if he really loved me, &nd really wanted to be wth me he would. he wouldnt need another reason to be wth me because he already have one .. " when it came to us everythinq people said just went in one ear &nd out the other .. they seen this comminq but iwas blinded &nd iddnt want to listen. my mommy told me to stop fcukinq whid yuu 'cause iwas qunna qet hurt in the lonq run &nd look at me now. had me cryinq my eyes ouhd, stressed &nd shidd. but thts no lonqer me .. im not qunna waste my time waitinq for somethinq tht miqht not never happen, im not qunna keep qettinq hurt by the same person. this just aint me &nd as of today ichanqed for the better not the worse.